: : 15 : minutes : : fifteen minutes till breaktime until then . . . I sigh Christina walks by she winks her eye and pats my butt and Bob says, "Hi." I sigh seven minutes have gone by © Rose Womersley 2001 : : MULCT : : do it the same all over again just like before (like never ago) he loves me she loves me not go daringly into the day creep along on the ground crouch down in a corner be punished for dreaming for wanting don't hope don't love just be still and safe be shy and soft and sweet just don't be me and you'll be fine © Rose Womersley 2001 95 all I want is perfection all I want is everything just to be where I want to be just to be in control somewhere alone better good bad disaster struck my brain and bounced around some like an abandoned electrical charge with nothing better to do than wreak havoc on me disaster struck my brain and caused a mental earthquake collapsing my mental bridges toppling my mental towers creating evil destructive monsters that I can not kill by myself alone © Rose Ellen Womersley 2001